2 Poems
My Time
after Omori
Today, as yesterday, the tomb-
stones who snuck off into the woods
to escape the chatter of you living
will recline into their leaf-beds.
You drink black coffee so that your end-
points tremble and you can pretend
to be unlike those graves.
Sometimes, presence is a choice.
Even when the day is applebright
over the lake and the sun is nectar
in what remains of the canopy,
you can focus on the algae
molding the water. Mop up
all that sweet amber with a kitchen rag.
That’s your tragic flaw, your hamartia:
You fall for everything
that touches you, but you’ve never loved
a thing that you could touch.
ego death with skeet shooting
the downy vines make of us willing captives:
couple us to the soybeans: blossoms
Pollacking the field: pure motion: moths
stir the air’s familiar broth:
then the shotgun
licks its upper lip: liberates
a shell that bursts into live cicada:
then thunder hollers
from behind the tree line: call: :response
blue jays croak a hymn
like a rocker against porchwood:
haint blue: there’s a grave on the hill
but it doesn’t move: content
to keep its distance:
dragonflies remember long-ago verses:
etch their letters between the rows of sorghum:
come: sit with us:
taste the storm simmering inside everything
that calls itself a part of this place:
toss a red clay pigeon
just to watch it fly: disappear
into all that green
J. (Jay) Aelick is a birdwatcher, disc golfer, tarot reader, and sometimes even poet. Their work has previously appeared or is forthcoming in The Journal, the Blowing Rock Art and History Museum, sinking city, Okay Donkey, Common Ground Review, Barely South Review, and elsewhere. They are one half of the St. Balasar University English Club podcast, a comedy and literature review show where they critique internet-infamous books as if they had been submitted for workshop at the fictional university. They are an MFA candidate at North Carolina State University.
Other Works
Animal Lessons
by Michael J Morris
... When we were free to follow / the current, we were told to never enter / the tunnel at the river’s end. The tunnel / where an old magician lived who made / children disappear ...
MEN
by Andrea Harper
... You and I built it together, and I love you because we made something for God ...